still waiting

How could I have not noticed you before? Perhaps I was looking, but not really seeing. All these years, all those times we've passed each other in the hallways, stood next to each other in the canteen line, hung out together at lunch. I had never given the idea of 'us' a second thought. 

I don't know how I fell for you. I don't remember. All I know is that one day I caught myself smiling, and I realised I was thinking of you. The rest, as they say, is history. I want to be yours. You just don't know it.

I can't tell you though. Because you might say no. But mostly it's because of her. You know, her. The girl who you call everyday, just to hear her voice. The one that holds your hand as you two walk down the street. The one that has my whole world in her arms, evertime she hugs you. The one who can say those three little words, and you'd say them back.

I told myself that I can wait. But not forever. No, because I have to let go sometime. Because you're not healthy for me.

I'm sorry.

Sometimes I wish I'd never met you.

race on.

Ok, Krisna. I'm going to dedicate myself to this blogging thing. Right. So, english and geo and history done today. Tomorrow, its gonna be science and pe. FUN FUN FUN >.>

I was listening to the new Backstreet Boys album, This Is Us, and it had some pretty good tunes in there. Catchy. Very catchy. Which reminds me. I had Remedy by Little Boots stuck in my head during my english exam. Ugh. Note to self: Don't listen to music before exams. I don't want BSB in my head tomorrow, when I should be thinking about chemical reactions and equations and stuff.

From wikipedia: Unrequited love is love that is not openly reciprocated, even though reciprocation is usually deeply desired. The beloved may or may not be aware of the admirer's deep affections.


Ack. Can't believe wiki has a page for unrequited love. LOLS.

Holidays soon. I can't wait. heehees.

you know, i really should be studying right now. But how can I, when the internet is such a distraction? And no, I DONT want to turn it off, thank you very much. I've tried that already, and it doesn't work.

Ugh. I ate so much today. Feeling fat. Let's see. A bowl of Cherrios, two chicken wings and some fried crab. A Crispy Creme doughnut (hey, it was a friend's birthday, ok?), three snakes and a handful of M&M's. And a bit of chips in the afternoon. And now dinner. Ack. Definately fat. :O Nooooooooo... Guess I'll be cutting back. Again.

Right. I should really study now.

Laters,
xoxo.

tick tock tick tock

I have exams tomorrow. English, then geo and history. Ack. I really can't be bothered this year. A friend once told me, "if it doesnt matter in 10 years, it doesnt matter now" or something like that.

I hope so. i hope this doesnt come back to haunt me in 10 years. oh gosh. holidays soon. Know what that means? FUN FUN FUN. xD

I have it all planned out. ...sort of. Well, I know theres gonna be shopping. Lots and lots of shopping. Also, I'll have to get my formal dress. After all, not everyone has older sisters that give you their dresses (*coughKrisnacough*). And I have a budget. No way I'm going overboard.

See, I have it all planned. Gonna keep it under $200. (:

Dress - $150 MAX
Shoes - $90 MAX
Hair and Make-up - $50 MAX
Accessories - $30 MAX

Total - $360 

D: Uh... Well that's the MAXIMUM. Who says I'm actually going to spend that much? But then there'll be other stuff as well... Gah. I'm planning a dress hunting trip in the holidays. There is NO WAY I'm going overboard. Nuh-uh. 

Woah. All this talk about formal, when I should be studying for Geo? Oh wells. 

Pretty =} Wish I could wear that. Where's Santa when you need him?

xoxo.

FOR KRISNA ;]

Ok, so I've found another friend on Blogspot. And this post is dedicated to her. I compiled a list of all things Krisna:

1. The Hair. I love it. It's like it has a life of its own sometimes. XD

2. Buses. Cause... we catch the bus everyday.

3. Coca Butter. YUM! She always smells like it. I just wanna take a bite out of her sometimes.

4. A few songs on my Ipod that makes me go, "That's so Krisna!" Why the heck am listening to it? >.>

5. Her hugs. Big boobie squashing hugs. Because of our height difference, it usually means I get suffocated. Guh.

6. Krisna's writing. I can recognise it anywhere.

7. Nunning it. Krisna and I. =D Heehees.

8.  Words like OMK and M&M's. I love M&Ms now, because of her.

9. K &K. (:

10. English with her. She keeps me sane. Thanks bub. <3

I'm super-sweet, sealed with a kiss, don't be offended if there's something you missed.

Tv Week: Top 10 Vampires Revealed

I just bought a copy of TV Week after I saw the picture of Eric Northman on the cover. I know, obsessed much? But it was worth it, cause guess who was number 1? Anyways, I'm gonna do the countdown thing. Here goes.

10. David (Keifer Sutherland), The Lost Boys
Hmmm. Definately not Peter Pan's Lost Boys, that's for sure. David's the one with the blond hair and black coat. And is that you he's pointing at? I've never heard of this movie. I have heard of Keifer Sutherland, though. Anyone seen The Mirror? Creeped me out so much, I couldn't look at my reflection for a whole week.

9. Spike (James Marsters), Buffy & Angel.
I loved Spike. Seriously, I was so sad when he died. I was won over the moment I heard that adorable English accent. Especially the way he says "Luv". And the way he tries to be all bad-ass, but really isn't? So cute. The poetry was bad, though. 

8. Bill Compton (Stephen Moyer), True Blood
 I never liked Bill. I mean, I guess he was alright at first, when he and Sookie first met, but after that, his character really died down. I guess it's good to see that chivalry isn't dead after all, but Bill's mannerisms need some work. He's a vampire, dammit, and he should well act like one. That is, apart from the occasional "Sookie is MINE." Where's the terrifying snarls and intimidating stare? He's always so in control, it seems. I'm just waiting, waiting for that moment where he cracks. And looses it. Goes crazy. Chucks a tantrum. Or whatever.

7. Damon (Ian Somerhalder), The Vampire Diaries
Even though I've never read the books, or seen the tv series, I've heard about it. And I have to say, the guy's too hot to be bad. The story centers around Elena Gilbert, a high school girl torn between two vampire brothers. Ian Somerhalder previously played Boone in Lost. Now I'll just have to wait till the series premires on GO!. 

6. Emmett Cullen (Kellan Lutz), Twilight

OMG it's my giant macho teddy bear! He's definately one of my favourite characters in Twilight. He's funny, cute, protective and just so damn lovable. You can't help but love Emmett. I just wished he would give me one of those bear hugs. "Hell's not so bad if you have an angel with you." - One of the best quotes in the book, spoken by the vampire himself.

5. Louis (Brad Pitt), Interview With A Vampire

I guess I should see this movie sometime... That's all I have to say.

4. Mick St John (Alex O'Loughlin), Moonlight

Yet another another vampire I am unfamiliar with. According to the description, "Mick drinks blood from dead bodies only and uses his supernatural skills in the PI game. He has dreamy blue eyes, a five o'clock shadow and an endless supply of snug-fitting Henley shirts."

3. Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), Twilight

I don't love him, but I don't hate him either. Stephenie Meyer has said that Edward's character was inspired by Gilbert Blythe (Anne of Green Gables), Fitzwilliam Darcy (Pride and Prejudice) and Edward Rochester (Jane Eyre). Personally, I loved Mr Darcy, and I don't see much of him in Edward. Robert Pattinson was good as Cedric, though.

2. Angel (David Boreanaz), Buffy and Angel

As far as good vampires go, Angel would be on top of my list. I was so happy when I saw that he was going to have a spin-off show of his own after Buffy, I went and bought the whole series. The thing I loved about Angel was that he wasn't afraid to get his hands dirty and he did what was necessary to protect the people he loved. David Boreanaz definately has the dark, mysterious, brooding thing going on, and it suits him well.

1. Eric Northman (Alexander Skarsgard), True Blood

This Viking vampire has had me from the very first episode I saw him in (S01EP04), and I haven't stopped loving him since. Eric is scary (like a 1000+ vampire should be), devious (him tricking Sookie into drinking his blood? And that smirk that he had on afterwards? Pwah.) and sexy (nuff' said). His accent and voice is captivating, and I'm so glad we saw so much more of him in season 2. Hopefully we'll get to see some real interaction between Eric and Sookie, instead of the steamy dreams Alan Ball keeps feeding us. And Alexander Skarsgard in Generation Kill? So-freaking-awesome.

Well, that's it everyone. Comments appreciated.

Laters.

KT

True Blood

The finale of season 2 premires on the 13th of September. I can't wait. From what I saw of the sneak peek, it looks like Eric has agreed to something with the Queen Sophie-Anne. Concerning Bill. Now, because I'm on Team Eric, I may be a little biased. But it seems like Eric's going to do something to Bill, possibly hurting Sookie emotionally in the process, therefore damaging her relationship with Eric. Which I don't want. Not at all. I mean, from what we can see from season 2, they would make a great couple. Or maybe it's just that I love Eric and I want to see more of him. The suspense is killing me, and I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one.

Over and out,
KT.

first post (:

Wow. My first post. Let's get this party started >D

I'm just trying this out. It's all new to me. If I like, I keep.